Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Thoughts of the day

Yikes, it's been three months since I started new thoughts of the day. There's no schedule; I cap one and start the next one by feel. But three months is a long time. The last one is stuffed. I delayed starting a new one because of several posts, such as my OIF FAQ, that I wanted to keep at or near the top of the main page. They've been pushed down since, though.

R.I.P. Robin Williams, July 21, 1951 - August 11, 2014. Williams was great. I liked him best as a dramatic actor and better as a subdued comic actor than a hyperactive improvisational comedian. My favorite Williams role is teacher John Keating in Dead Poets Society (1989).

R.I.P. Joan Rivers, June 8, 1933 - September 4, 2014.

Grantland's Saturday Night Live 40th anniversary series. See the feature on the late, great Phil Hartman.

The US Embassy in Libya has been totally evacuated amid battles between rival militias. Obama's Libya intervention was touted as his alternative-to-OIF showpiece. What a disaster.

UAE and Egypt vs Qatar and Turkey in Libya.

WaPo Marc Thiessen: George W. Bush was right about Iraq pullout.

Article by Nadia Schadlow about Obama's failure to use the military to build the peace. (h/t)

Comment and again at a Thomas Ricks article. Offering advice on the case for OIF. Giving away the OIF FAQ at QandO. Laying out my updated explanation for OIF at Neo's.

I can only hope making the case for OIF moves the needle of the zeitgeist. Hoping to win over particular OIF opponents is quixotic. It's like throwing pebbles into a river - slight ripple and then the flow resumes. Here's how one OIF opponent reacted to primary-source quotes justifying OIF when I responded to her challenge: "Please, I’m sure you totally believe in what you’re saying, but the barrage of missives to prove your point will only suffice to make you feel better and aggravate the hell out of me." Those "missives" were primary-source authorities. She dismisses the fact basis for OIF out of hand and reduces the issue to unmoored belief. She rejected the truth when I laid it out bare for her. She wants narrative only.

Kurds want help from the US to fight ISIS but the State Department is scuffling while saying no. Update: The West is slowly coming around with direct support to the Kurds, air strikes on ISIS, and Maliki is out.

The Ambassador Ryan Crocker on the ISIS crisis.

A good summary of our choices facing ISIS by zenpundit.

Western women of ISIS recruit, propagandize, and fulfill traditional wife/mom household role. They are serious people on a serious mission who believe the West is weak in character, frivolous and trivial.

Byron at bigWOWO again displays the contradiction between his advocacy of resolute American liberal leadership and opposition to President Bush's resolute liberal leadership. He asks what the US should do about Putin's actions in the Ukraine and ISIS. I called on him to help set the record straight on OIF with the OIF FAQ. Let's see if it makes a difference. I might incorporate my comments in the thread as an answer section in the OIF FAQ.

Good discussion at bigWOWO about how Western liberals should approach radical Islam. Eurasian Sensation's commments are notable. I posted this open letter from Eiynah, a liberal Pakistani woman, to Ben Affleck. This open letter was recommended to me with the description, “This letter to the leader of IS was signed by over 100 Islamic scholars across several nations, it condemns the actions of IS and provides a good overview and detailed argument for why the group is not following the precepts of Islam.”

Video of Columbia SIWPS panel, ISIS in Iraq, Syria, and the United States. Panelist Austin Long discusses the potential of the airstrikes on ISIS. Panelist Stuart Gottlieb writes, Blame The Obama Doctrine For Iraq.

Columbia Professor Nacos issues a call to action vs ISIS and I call her out, and again.

Columbia Professor Jeffrey Sachs advocates an exclusively soft-power approach to ISIS.

Columbia has a Program on Peace-building.

Peace operations: (DOD) A broad term that encompasses multiagency and multinational crisis response and limited contingency operations involving all instruments of national power with military missions to contain conflict, redress the peace, and shape the environment to support reconciliation and rebuilding and facilitate the transition to legitimate governance. Also called PO. See also peace building; peace enforcement; peacekeeping; and peacemaking. Source: JP 3-07.3 (source)

I rebut Jonathan Turley's claim that the anti-ISIS strikes are unConstitutional here, here, here, and here. For the President's basic counter-terror authority, look at PL 107-40 (2001), PL 104-132 (1996), and PDD/NSC-39 (1995). I unpacked the anti-ISIS legal authority issue here.

From August 15, 2014, Security Council Adopts Resolution 2170 (2014) Condemning Gross, Widespread Abuse Of Human Rights by Extremist Groups in Iraq, Syria. UNSCR 2170 appears to activate PL 107-243 and, along with the State Department designation, definitely activates PL 107-40.

Lawyer John Hinderaker at Powerlineblog points out that the rationale for confronting ISIS was more fully manifested the rationale for confronting Saddam, yet the same Democrats who opposed Bush now support Obama. (h/t)

The Army Capstone Concept sounds interesting. It matches my prognostication for Columbia ROTC.

Book Review: The Betrayal of American Prosperity is thought-provoking because it holds two of my core political beliefs in direct conflict where I've held them to be collaborative parts of the same set: a strong America leading the free world. If I must order the two values, then I'll follow the same order that I apply to individuals. A man must first be a better man in order to make the world a better place. America must first be a strong healthy nation with a strong healthy economy, culture, and people in order to be a sustainable, resilient, effective leader of the free world.

Mark Krikorian shares my reaction to CDC head Tom Frieden's irrational defense of not restricting flights from Ebola-stricken West Africa in the wake of the Duncan case in Dallas.

The wholesale narrative strategy in activism is based on the evolutionary concept of paradigm shift. Michael Crichton's Jurassic Park, pp 383-384:
"Paradigm shifts" Harding said. He knew about paradigm shifts. For the last two decades, they had been the fashionable way to talk about scientific change. "Paradigm" was just another word for a model, but as scientists used it the term meant something more, a world view. A larger way of seeing the world. Paradigm shifts were said to occur whenever science made a major change in its view of the world. Such changes were relatively rare, occurring about once a century. Darwinian evolution had forced a paradigm shift. Quantum mechanics had forced a smaller shift.

Value social "stability, trust, and cohesion".

New York Times: The High Line Opens Its Third and Final Phase officially on Sunday, September 21, 2014. The third section's "soft" opening to the public is on Saturday, September 20, 2014. Update: As I walked through the long curving third section on Sunday afternoon, I fortuitously caught onto the artist giving a small-group tour of the art exhibit that's spread out along the tracks in the third section. His explanation was a non-stop patter of pretentious bullshit.

Bowlmor Lanes (300) at Chelsea Piers has kicked out PSAL bowling. Stuy boys games have been moved way out to Astoria Bowl. I wonder how many boys team members, many of whom would be returning from last season, will drop out due to the harder commute. Stuy girls games are being moved more reasonably to Frames (formerly Port Authority Bowl). I wonder why the boys team couldn't make the same move. Logistics, I guess. Stuyvesant's division (Manhattan I) is not the only PSAL division in Manhattan. Frames is likely maxed out for the PSAL.

The formal version of perk, ie, extra benefit, is perquisite.

The adage about an overnight success that's a lifetime in the making is true. It refers to a natural phenomenon that plays out in many ways. A long process of transformation often only appears as small incremental changes, or may be hardly apparent at all, until there is a seemingly sudden large change, a breakthrough, like a volcanic eruption following a long build-up of magma. I baked crackling and potatoes in the Nesco today, which takes hours. The potatoes gradually browned and the pernil skin gradually hardened from the outside in. For hours, the changes were slow. Then within the last hour, the potato slices transformed into oil-soaked thick, crunchy potato chips and the whole pernil skin slab turned into crackling. The life lesson is sticktoitiveness matters because immediate returns on investment are not the norm.

An example of the mastery learning road to success is LeCharles Bentley, offensive lineman guru, who approaches his craft as a science and art.

Astros 2nd baseman Jose Altuve was told to sit in the last game of the season against the Mets by his GM and manager to protect his 3-point lead in the batting title race. Instead, he talked his way back into the line-up, went 2-for-4, and won the batting title by 6 points. Good for him. Win it swinging on your feet, young man.

Fatherly advice from a 20-something who isn't actually a dad yet. Read it with a grain of salt, but it's worth noting anyway. (h/t)

Elusive Wapiti: Men's Health: Guys Need to Cultivate Relationships. The post draws from a study that showed the life outcomes (dependent variables) of Harvard graduates (controlled variable) differed greatly due to childhood upbringing and relations (independent variables).

Japanese dystopian cult-classic movie Battle Royale (2001) explores the same theme, namely that childhood characteristics are prologue to adult life. The 3-day Battle Royale on the evacuated island with 40 classmates, 2 dangerous transfer students, and elimination of their protective teacher is a microcosm of life's Hobbesian struggle. Former teacher Kitano is angered by his former students' disrespect for adults and in response to Mimura's question of "why are you doing this", sets the philosophy of the Battle Royale, "don't forget, life is a game, so fight for survival and find out if you're worth it". The theretofore seemingly harmless childish idiosyncrasies, relationships, fancies, prejudices, suspicions, etc, of the young teens instantly define their life-or-death judgements, decisions, and behavior on the island. The movie illustrates how what we are as children shape what we are as adults and our lives. Right before Mitsuki is killed, she says to the dead Kotohiki, "No one is going to save you. That's just life." As far as review, Battle Royale was conceptually interesting and entertaining, but it was lighter fare - hokey with choppy composition and little character development - than I expected from the high praise for the film. The movie was less graphically violent than its reputation and the hokiness deflated the reputed disturbing social themes. The soundtrack is very good, reminiscent of Ennio Morricone. The movie's maudlin, manic tenor reminded me of Peter Jackson's Dead Alive.

Ouch. Sketch comedy mocks a beta "tosser" who is outclassed by a charismatic scarecrow and loses the girl. Except he really liked Jill and his heart got crushed. Nobody cares about his hurt, loneliness, and downgrade of his life; they used him with an utter lack of regret. Reminds me of the hello m'lady sketch. Rather than fight for his honor, the beta left in a huff that incited barely a ripple of reaction from his 'friends'. Another sketch from the same comedy team shows off the PUA technique of "negging", which strikes me as a technique borrowed from cult leaders.

The INFP romantic rejection dilemma as a postsecret. As in real life, the female reaction in the postsecret community is unsympathetic. More red-pill postsecrets this week: this and this.

Two attractive (female) teachers, one of whom is married with 3 children, were arrested for having sex with the same 16-year-old (male) student at what is implied was the same time. The two teachers were investigated by police after he bragged to his friends. Hm. Realtalk. Well, the truth is out there.

From a letter to his son Michael, JRR Tolkien on marriage and relations between the sexes. Based on this letter alone, it appears that The Letters of J.R.R. Tolkien is a must-have gift to any boy (or biological man in arrested development) who is deficient in sober paternal guidance on the ways of life and the world.

Added to the reading list: Roman Emperor Marcus Aurelius's Meditations. Meditations is reputed to be a seminal work of applied Stoic philosophy. Follow with Seneca's Letters.

Columbia Veterans is the new Columbia military alumni association. I'm glad it's reified. I'll sign up when it feels right.

Single Stop for Veterans looks useful.

The NYS Prepare (prior version) "training event" didn't really train us. It was a rapid powerpoint briefing by a NY Guard captain that was more in-depth than the website. The powerpoint briefing is not offered on the website, though; it may be proprietary. The captain's briefing was mostly about raising awareness of the importance of self-sufficiency and prior preparation, what to think and do generally in case of a social-breakdown emergency, and warning us that we may not be able to count on incapacitated or overwhelmed government services (while also reassuring us the government can be counted on). The message was disturbing as it was meant to be. The government has its limits and if you're not ready for those limits when you need help the most and looking for a shepherd, you'll be shit out of luck and suffering, maybe dead. A city without services and utilities is the wrong place to be in a social-breakdown emergency. I did get a free NYS Disaster Preparedness Kit for attending. It smells like a typically musty Army conex, like it was stored with camo netting. I would suggest adding a sewing kit to their bug-out bag packing list. NY-Alert looks useful.

Moon (2009) is well-crafted with a seamless mix of CGI and practical models and a well-acted small, indie sci-fi set piece starring Sam Rockwell as Sam Bell opposite Sam Rockwell as Sam Bell 2, and co-starring Kevin Space as Gerty. The movie has touching background music.

Lone Survivor (2013) is an engrossing tearjerker that depicts the incident where a "total of 11 SEALs died that day in the War against Terror, in the biggest single loss of life for Naval Special Warfare forces since World War II." Eight soldiers, the crew of the CH-47 Chinook from the Army's 160th SOAR "Nightstalkers", died in the rescue attempt, too. The running battle is frightening to watch. The humanizing characterizations of the SEALs reminded me of the depictions of the Delta soldiers in Blackhawk Down.

Captain Phillips (2013) and The Hunger Games: Catching Fire (2013) are depressing in their portrayals of the social trap of futile, meaningless endeavors where individuals commit their lives but are used as mere pawns in enterprises run by and benefiting others. The Somali pirates made bad choices, but they were also their only choices. It shows that the situation in Somalia is unchanged from the Blackhawk Down episode twenty years ago where warlords are at fault for the failed state.

The Hunger Games is a catchy serial story that I'm tempted to read after watching the 1st 2 movies of the trilogy, keeping in mind however its premise is a schlocky tweenage girl-heroine action-romance fantasy, not a masculine action-adventure-intrigue fantasy. All the boys love Katniss and the world revolves around her. The setting works, Katniss is a plausible heroine, and the Hunger Games are a cool concept, but in terms of the Mockingjay rebellion against the Capitol, she and the Hunger Games themselves are assigned a social-political impact that seems unrealistically out of proportion.

Ender's Game (2014) the movie was a disappointing hack job of a favorite book. I can't say how much fault for the clumsy interpretation is due to the director and how much is the medium. The director's commentary emphasizes that funding, including the bankruptcy of a visual effects company, was a big problem. Perhaps, an animated series would work better to allow a proper telling of the story. Along with the ham-handed storytelling and characterizations, the movie is unfaithful to the book. At least the Starship Troopers movie made no pretense of faithfulness. The anti-military/anti-war premise of the movie distorts the theme of the book. In Card's telling, war comes with terrible costs, but they are necessary costs to prevent worse things than war. In Hood's telling, war and everything associated with war are the worst things and there are no such things as an intolerable enemy and war as a foundational step for peace. The contrast is the Atlas Shrugged movies, which were also made on a shoestring budget, but are loyal to Rand's themes.

Looper (2012), Kick Ass 2 (2013), and All Is Lost (2013) are solid movies. Looper is a well-told story except for its suspect ending. Kick Ass 2 shares the Batman ethic of the harder right and emphasizes the need to connect with your inner unique, heroic identity. All Is Lost shows the importance of staying calm, competence, working a problem, and working through your mistakes.

Draft Day (2014) is a glossy professional product all-around with a straightforward story using a standard heroic arc for Sonny Weaver Jr, played by sports-movie staple, Kevin Costner. The paternalism of the movie is appealing. It tugged some tears out of me.

2001: A Space Odyssey (1968) is a sci-fi, special effects masterpiece. Its deadpan dialogue and disciplined pace straddles a line of tense and boring. Gravity (2013) also has nice sci-fi special effects. Some parts were questionable. I wonder what force pulled Matt Kowalski away from Ryan Stone at the ISS; he seemed to float away lazily once unclipped. Why is the orbiting debris field chasing Stone to the ISS and Chinese space station which presumably have different orbital altitudes, or else they should have been hit on the 1st pass that destroyed the Explorer shuttle. Did Stone's impossible transit from the Soyuz to the Tiangong using a fire extinguisher and without an oxygen line imply she only dreamed her escape just she like she dreamed Kowalski's return? Why would the Tiangong drop into the atmosphere? Shouldn't the Shenzhou be buoyant for water landings? Could they have salvaged Sharrif's oxygen pack?

The World's End (2013) is the last installment of The Three Flavours Cornetto trilogy, preceded by Shaun of the Dead (2004) and Hot Fuzz (2007), from the team of Simon Pegg, Nick Frost, and Edgar Wright. Common themes of the trilogy include arrested adolescence versus adult conformity and the inner circle versus the mob. The movie features the lovely Rosamund Pike as Sam. Pegg shows off an impressive range as an actor. In the director's commentary and making-of feature, his voice is deeper than his acting voice. Like other comedians, Pegg is serious and clinical about his work when outside of his role-play. Completing the Golden Mile for Gary King (Pegg), which he fell short of achieving as a high-school graduate, reminds me of my regret over my truncated Stuyvesant bowling career. I tried to make up for it with later achievements, but they weren't the same. You only get to be young once.

Final Destination 5 (2011) is light, fun fare with an effective twist ending. Every death had a misdirection. I watched the movie in 2D though it's designed to be watched in 3D. The film franchise's premise doesn't get old.

Summer's ending again. River Flicks Big Hit Wednesdays wrapped up this week with Captain Phillips (2013). Last night, Family Fridays finished with the classic, Wizard of Oz (1939). Wizard of Oz is a well-crafted classic and I'm glad I watched it on a relatively large screen. However, Dorothy's lesson learned that "if I ever go looking for my heart's desire again, I won't look any further than my own backyard; because if it isn't there, I never really lost it to begin with" bothers me; I don't know what the quote means. River Flicks was a riveting part of my life last summer; not so this summer. My attendance has been sporadic. Of the 7BHW-7FF movies, I watched all of 1-1 (Aug 20 Captain Phillips, Aug 22 Wizard of Oz), most of 2-2 (July 9 Iron Man 3, Aug 6 Lone Survivor, July 18 Ghostbusters, Aug 15 Smurfs 2), some of 2-1 (July 16 American Hustle, July 30 The Lego Movie, Aug 1 Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs 2), missed 1-3 (Aug 13 The Hunger Games: Catching Fire, July 11 Despicable Me 2, July 25 Ghostbusters II, Aug 8 Groundhog Day), and 1-0 was rained out (July 23 This is the End). The highlight was the group that dressed up as the Ghostbusters with fully detailed costumes. I regret not going to more showings and not arriving early - before show-time - to the movies I attended. Whatever my interest in the movie of the night, the value of the experience derived not from the movies themselves, but from the pleasant, relaxed communal mood, summer event park setting, and the fellow audience, especially the young families and pretty girls. I'm sad Rivers Flicks is over, and I'm depressed that the same thing that added significant value last summer was negligible this summer. It's the shifting, ever-changing impermanence of life.

Tonight, I caught the closing act, Big Sam's Funky Nation, of Blues BBQ, the last event of Hudson River Park's summer evening series. Most significantly, I spoke (briefly) with the conscientious, competent, taut, gray-eyed, dark copper-colored Shirley-Temple-curly-haired girl on the HRP crew who I saw at all the River Flicks showings I attended this and last summer. Apparently, the crew worked at all of the HRP summer evening events. If I had but known - oh well. I asked and she confirmed her hair is naturally curly. She graduated from college this year. Working for HRP as a seasonal employee was her summer job for the last 3 years. She was the only returning member from last summer's crew and expects this will be her last summer working for HRP. So I accomplished that mission on literally my last opportunity to do so. I don't know her name or anything else about her, but I would recognize her hair anywhere; I haven't seen hair like hers on anyone else.

ESPN Replay is a trove for the sports fan who has internet access but not cable television.

I liked the young edition of Team USA that won the 2014 FIBA World Cup in Spain. It was a deep, versatile team with active, defensive bigs and high-scoring guards. The team defense was vigorous and the team offense scored in spurts. Team USA regularly started games slow, pulled ahead by halftime, then blew out the opposing team in the 3rd quarter. The half-court offense began the tournament rough as usual for Team USA, but improved enough to look cohesive if not sophisticated by the end of the tournament. The offensive philosophy reflected the current trend of 3s and scoring at the rim with less emphasis on mid-range scoring. Kyrie Irving shined as a lead guard on offense. Derrick Rose looked explosive but couldn't hit on lay-ups let alone his jumper. Kenneth Faried showed the value of his energy game as a defender and offensive rebounder. Klay Thompson showed off his well-rounded game on both ends. Steph Curry and Anthony Davis were serviceable on offense and defense, respectively, but underwhelmed their pre-tournament expectations. James Harden and DeMarcus Cousins fulfilled their expectations. Unfortunately, the most anticipated match-up of the World Cup, US vs Spain for the gold medal, was derailed when Spain lost to France in the quarter-finals. France then lost to Serbia in the semi-finals, though defeated Lithuania in the 3rd-place match to win the bronze medal. I believe the US tournament formula of good defense and offensive spurts would have been enough to defeat Spain.

20-pound bag of white rice, opened 17APR14, finished 28JUL14. That's 103 days or about 3.5 months. Update: Subsequent 20-pound bag of white rice, opened 30JUL14, finished 13OCT14. That's 76 days or about 2.5 months. I had a sense I ate rice more frequently with the subsequent bag of rice, but nearly a month or 25% faster is a surprise. Habit accrues quantity.

I bought 8 ramen packs - 2x each of shrimp, oriental, beef, and chili flavor - on sale for a dollar and ate them over a week. I added carrots, spinach, okra, mackerel, tomato sauce, and ziti. Ramen gives me the off after-feeling of unhealthy junk food, but it's quick and easy to prepare.

On 05AUG14, I butchered a pernil pork shoulder that I bought in March with about 8 pounds of meat and skin. Picking clean the baked residual meat, fat, and gristle from the shoulder bone is a treat. This time, I divvied up the meat using produce bags and packed them into 1-gallon ice cream tub. Next step is to boil out some 1st-boiled bone broth, which is quality stuff.

Bananas make for a good savory ingredient. The banana oil provides a robust mellow sweet flavor. I used banana as a topping for pizza bannock with a thick vinegar-and-baking-soda bannock, Marzano crushed tomatoes, Essential Everyday sour cream, sausage, pernil, ginger, and garlic. I also added some banana chunks to a bachelor stew. Good stuff.

Turkey wing gives robustly flavored oil and the meat tastes good, but the meat and skin are tough. They need to be boiled or perhaps steamed. Baking by itself isn't enough, though perhaps baking after boiling may work. Dicing turkey meat into bite-sized chunks works well, especially for a sandwich.

Essential Everyday brand is good quality for a good price, like Shoprite. The sour cream is thick with good flavor, better than Best Yet. The creamy peanut butter is okay. I'm again devouring peanut butter and Smuckers grape jam like pudding.

Goya Spanish-style tomato sauce is just like ketchup. I'll try it out as a base for bachelor stew.

59-oz Minute Maid grape punch is like the Minute Maid pink lemonade. It tastes like candy but doesn't dilute well so I drink it more or less straight.

Good meal: White rice with Luigi Vitelli rigatoni, 1 Idaho potato, and 1 carrot; Ships Ahoy salmon with Cabot sour cream, Tuttorosso tomato puree, ginger, garlic, and onion, heated in toaster oven and 1-qt mixing bowl; 2 chicken drumsticks with onions and seasoned salt, cooked in Nesco; Betty Crocker fudge brownie.

Ouch. 17SEP14. At the supermarket, the prices were raised on what have become staples in my diet. 16-oz bag Goya black and red beans were raised from $1.50 to $1.99. 15-oz can Sunny Seas mackerel was raised from $1.50 (often $1.25) to $1.99. 18-oz jar Everyday Essential creamy peanut butter was raised from $1.99 to $2.39. Ginger was raised from $1.99 per pound to $2.493.99 per pound. I was jarred by the change in price for the beans last week and saw the other changes today. I expect I'll unpleasantly discover cost increases for other staples. There have been other recent significant cost of living increases in rent, utilities, and internet that are concerning and compelling.

I've decided that tasty canned salmon is best as a featured flavor, even an uncooked stand-alone flavor. Not-so-tasty but cheaper canned mackerel is best cooked as an ingredient in bachelor stew or at least cooked and mixed with other strong flavors.

Vinegar is a cheap way to add a tasty tang to bachelor stew.

My last 2 containers of Breakstone sour cream were weak-flavored.

I've said this before, but I'll note it again as a reminder to self: Frozen chopped spinach is tasteless and not worth the sale price. Buy whole-leaf spinach for spinach flavor. Bacala Rico pollock fillets are tough and salty, and tasteless other than the salt.

Interesting bannock result. Baking soda, flour, hot-warm pasta-starch water made for a thick, spackle-consistency dough. No vinegar. Baked on toaster setting for 15 minutes. Thick burnt crust, thick body. I ate it dipped with Francisco Rinaldi spaghetti sauce. Ate half. Inside seemed wet, so I baked it for 5 minutes on toaster setting. Dried the body out some, but consistency was about the same. I think I repeated the unoiled bannock result I had with my oiled versus unoiled bannock pizza experiment. The interesting point was discovering the bannock result with the toaster setting. Higher temperature does seem to make a difference in the consistency of the body as well the crust. Watering makes the most difference in the consistency and taste. Vinegar and baking soda makes the bannock more bread-like.

Using half the water (4 oz) instructed in the recipe (1 cup) makes a difference in the flavor of Betty Crocker carrot-cake mix batter. It tastes better. For flour-based cake, brownies, and bannock, the amount of liquid in the dough or batter makes a big difference. Err with too little water rather than too much. Pan-frying the carrot cake batter yields a drier cake-like texture with a crispy crust, though pan-frying doesn't change the flavor. I doubt I'll buy the BC carrot cake again. The only distinct flavor is cinnamon. There is no discernable carrot-cake flavor.

I improvised knife-sharpening using the rough side and edge of a tempered glass panel, my Leatherman PST II's diamond-coated file, and bottom of a stone coaster. Of the 3 improvised whetstones, the PST II file is the only one that's purpose-designed to sharpen a metal tool. With my 2 dull long kitchen knives, KAI paring knife, Victorinox beak knife, Victorinox serrated knif, and Leatherman PST II knife, I either made no difference, honed but likely not sharpened the edges, or dulled the edges. The kitchen knives seem to be sharper, the paring knife seems to be the same, but the Victorinox beak knife seems to be duller. I dunno. Gray residue came off the knives with the PST II diamond-coated file and stone coaster, which says a difference was made - for better or worse, I don't know. Update: I watched a professional knife sharpener. She used an electric grinder, a diamond-coated plate, oil, a steel rod, and tested the edge by cutting paper strips. She used a 10-degree angle. She said she used the plate normally and reserved the electric grinder for duller knives. On the plate, she rubbed the knife edge back and forth, so not just 1 direction. She advised against using the Leatherman diamond-coated file for shaving off too much metal.

Rubber bands seem to be growing brittle faster than they used to.

My 1.5mm (1/16") kernmantle accessory cord clothing line snapped under load, which I've guessed has 100-lb strength. I was hanging custom-tailored suits that I mostly haven't used because I had 'outgrown' them by the time I had the chance to use them. The line snapped when I added my Army garment bag holding my Class As, shirts, sweater, and all-weather coat, which are fairly heavy combined, onto the clothing line. The break was instantaneous. I heard it. I didn't see it. I'm lucky there was no whipping. Instead, the line seemed to wrap around the outer hanger. I repaired the break with a zeppelin bend, then reattached the end with an alpine butterfly loop and trucker's hitch.

I was dismayed to find clothing moths on 1 suit jacket, though not the pants hanging inside the jacket. It appears they infested only the 1 suit despite that they were stacked tightly together under my bed. Perhaps it's significant that the infested suit is the only one I had worn for a full day (Shin's wedding). It doesn't appear they've attacked my Class As, despite that they're made of a polyester/wool blend and I've worn them often. However, I found what appear to be carpet beetles on several of the suits, and my Army all-weather coat and sweater were infested with them. Update: I soaked the mothed suit-jacket and pants, beetled Class B shirt, Class B sweater, and all-weather coat in water for a few days. I should probably soak all the suits and all my Class A stuff. I don't know whether soaking killed or even affected the insects; on-line advice is to heat the clothing in a dryer to kill the bugs. I should heat then seal them in plastic.

27OCT14: I should log and date significant events. The Windows on my desk laptop slowed down tremendously to the point of freezing over approximately the last week. About a week ago, a Microsoft(C) Register Server pop-up asked for approval; I never saw that before but okayed the notification because the pop-up kept repeating every few seconds: "Microsoft Register Server is the command used to register DLLs (Dynamic Link Libraries) in Windows." I thought maybe it was for a Windows update. It's obvious now the DLL that the pop-up registered was some kind of malware. Windows took a long time to load on start-up and every icon on the desktop, toolbar, and menu window was slow to load or even frozen ("(not responding)"). Windows Explorer was taking many minutes to load and then execute a command. I ran a system file check (sfc /scannow) which found 2 corrupted files and fixed them, but it didn't solve the problem. Virus/malware cleaners didn't find anything. After a few days, I finally did a system restore to 16OCT14, the oldest restore point saved. After the system restore, Windows seems to be running normally again. What makes me uncertain is that I don't remember the date my computer started acting buggy nor the date of the M(C)RS pop-up. What if I had waited too long and the malware bugs had been older than the oldest system restore point? Since about Oct 14 or Oct 15, the IE browser has stopped loading some websites (eg, Twitter, NYHealth) and many images. I don't know whether the IE problem is related to the Windows problem. I should uninstall IE and download a copy and/or switch to another browser.

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Thursday, July 04, 2013

Independence Day 2013

Happy 237th birthday, my country.

Reflect on the Declaration of Independence.

Columbia University Army ROTC cadets conduct the American flag folding ceremony on Low plaza, Columbia University, New York City:



Eric

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Wednesday, April 03, 2013

Thoughts of the day

From the New Yorker, an update on the Horace Mann sex abuse and cover-up scandal.

This NY Times story via SWJ matches my prognostication and encouragement for CU ROTC+ to prepare Columbia cadets to carry out small-scale, surgically delicate missions.

At the Foreign Policy article on OIF, a commenter recommended to me his 'Why We Fight' explanation for OIF.

The villain: The author of this piece, David Sirota, also authored the misinformation/propaganda campaign against President Bush and the Iraq mission. In the Salon piece, he equates libertarian militia with Islamic terrorists. Here is a diluted echo of the same theme by Professor Nacos.

The lectures by Professor Iván Szelényi for Yale course Foundations of Modern Social Thought (SOCY 151) are on youtube. Course page here. According to the Nietzsche lecture, Thus Spake Zarathustra sounds like the Nietzsche book I ought to read.

You know you're a Ray Mears fan when . . . I'm enjoying his Wild Britain series, despite that it's a nature show and not only occasionally a survival show.

An accounting trick to create the appearance of lowered spending in the short term is to eat into the capital reserve. If usage doesn't go down yet spending goes down, the difference has to be made up somewhere.

The classic Aristotle's appeals used in persuasive writing - pathos (emotional), logos (pragmatic, also implying scientific or statistical evidence), and ethos (ethical) - seem to match the Freudian concept of id, ego, and super-ego.

TED talks tidbits. The organizational and family success formula is core and progress. On fear of failure and dabbling.

The growth of Lebron James as a basketball player, as he's profiled in this Grantland piece, reminds me of the artist Louis Comfort Tiffany who made the most of his internal and external advantages.

The moral of the story of Kobe Bryant's failed rap career is that internal vision, talent, motivation, and dedication are necessary but not sufficient. To realize a goal, external steps from the alpha (α or Α) to omega (ω or Ω) must be achieved. On that journey into the world, outside influences, including people with supportive intentions, can misdirect and undermine the project even when the originator hits all of the marks in his plan. The outside factors that click into place in the right or wrong way are normally referred to as luck or fate. Bryant's pursuit of basketball greatness succeeded, but his pursuit of hip-hop greatness failed despite his similar passion and drive for both.

Christopher Knight, the North Pond Hermit who survived in the Maine woods alone for 27 years by foraging (stealing), was captured by an enterprising game warden who set a trap with a motion sensor camera and alarm. Knight doesn't know why he walked into the woods in April 1986. He just did. Impulse, feeling. Add: September 2014 GQ feature story. Add: April 2017 The Atlantic article.

Pro wrestling jargon for a good guy going bad is a face (to) heel turn and a bad guy becoming good is a heel (to) face turn.

Funny youtube series: Retarded Policeman.

The Four Quarters, a Canadian singing group that joined together in HS, sing Pachelbel's Canon in D acapella style. While other videos show off the girls' superior skill and harmony, this one stands out as a beautiful classic that manages to highlight each girl in contrast to their usual trade-off of feature and background roles. What stands out most in the video is the display of modest feminine grace. The unaffected placid harmony and joy in their music and demeanor is enchanting. I hope that quality endures in the girls' performances as they mature. It's special and perhaps even marketable. The light doo-wop "In Time", which was written for them, is catchy. The glimpse into their world supports the notion that outward confidence correlates with outward appearance.

Talented fun Gen Y musical collective cdza or collective cadenza (h/t) pinpoints the sudden vulgar turn of male and female "love" songs in the middle 1990s. (The gorgeous girl singer is Dylan C Moore.)

Don't sleep on Gen Y. I went to college with these kids. They'll remake the country in some ways perhaps uncomfortable for us Gen-Xers, but the Gen-Y kids are more aware and clear headed than we give them credit for being. They have fewer hang-ups than we do. And they are talented. If any American generation can figure out the changing world order, it's them. They might be the last best hope of our country.

HS senior vents in the Wall Street Journal about being rejected by colleges. I predict she will go to law school.

It takes 12 feet or 144 inches of 1/16" diameter accessory cord to make a 39-inch long 3-strand braid. Inefficient but still cool. Right now, I'm using the braid to dummy-cord my laptop's power cable.

The shooter's cliche of "slow is smooth, smooth is fast" also applies to getting out of bed. I was scissoring my legs and swung my right knee into the wood corner of my bedside table. Ouch. Fortunately, there's a little bit of give or else I might have broken something. At least, I don't believe anything is broken in my knee. It's stiff and sore, though.

My Sunbeam electric fryer works since the heating indicator bulb broke, but I'm convinced the temperature is lower, maybe by as much as 100 degrees. My proof is that anything I try to brown with it, such as onions or bacon, is browning much slower than before. The pizza bannock is taking longer to bake and the bottom isn't searing like before. Where my pizza bannock was done in 5-7 minutes before, it's now taking 20 minutes and the crust is lighter colored. Whatever mechanism regulates the temperature is wonky, too - it takes too long to turn back on and makes loud clicking noises. I'm chagrined that the Sunbeam worked for as long as 60 years and then broke while I was using it.

My latest pizza bannock in my Sunbeam failed. The whole middle of the pizza bannock crust stuck fast to the fryer, which hadn't happened before. Part of the blame may be spreading the dough using an oily spoon on a cold unoiled fryer, rather than placing the dough on the heated fryer and flipping and pressing on the crust. I've spread the dough cold before without the bannock sticking like it was glued though.

The burner has a higher temperature than the fryer and with the grill pan works well for making pizza bannock. I eventually may need to buy a cooking pan for the burner if the fryer gets worse.

Everything I cook in my Nesco is cooked in a mixing bowl because the "non-stick" Cookwell flakes.

I adopted the 1-handed 2-utensil tong technique, with one utensil locked in my pinky, ring finger, and middle finger and the other utensil held by my thumb and index finger, after my latest meat flipping fiasco. I was broiling pork in my toaster oven, which is shoulder level, and flipping the pork with a fork when the pork slid off the fork and dropped on the floor. It's the second time I've done that. During the clatter, I caused 2nd degree burns (self diagnosed by the blisters) on the inside of my right wrist and below my left index finger. From now on, I'll use the pseudo-tongs to flip the meat.

Rite Aid, Western Beef, and NSA weekly circulars are on-line. Add: Associated. Add: Big Apple Meat Market.

I'm tempted to buy pork (pernil shoulder) that's on sale for 88 cents a lb. The catch is that it's only sold in a bulk size. I don't know that I'm willing to apportion and freeze 10+ pounds of pork.

I'm struggling to finish the beef liver. I have no doubt it's healthy. It's filling and packed with iron and protein. I'm just not a fan of the taste. The liver ruined what should have been my best pizza bannock to date, made with onions and spinach with sauce and mozzarella. I figured I had enough flavors in the pizza bannock to cover for the liver. I was wrong. I used another slab of liver in my latest bachelor meat sauce pasta. It's still unpleasant tasting, but there's enough flavor in the pasta to cover for the liver. A benefit of adding liver to my pasta is I'm eating it slower.

Speaking of which, my second latest bachelor meat sauce pasta: mix of Barilla elbows (n.41) and farfalle (n.65) pasta, about 8 oz of frozen Perdue fresh ground chicken, about 4 oz slab of beef liver, 1 can 28 oz Marzano crushed tomatoes (works well), 1 can 15.25 oz Green Giant whole kernel sweet corn, 1 box 10 oz Best Yet frozen whole leaf spinach, 1 yellow onion.

I used the remainder of the beef liver in my latest bachelor meat sauce pasta. The notable difference is I used the Nesco and 3-quart mixing bowl to boil the sauce rather than use the Sunbeam to make a a sloppy-joe-style sauce. When boiled, the ground turkey atomized in the sauce rather than clump into chunks as ground meat does when fried. Another more-subtle difference is the lack of cooking oil, which I didn't use, and char flavor in the boiled meat sauce. I'm glad I've finished the liver. Unless I find a very reliable recipe that can overcome the liver taste, I don't anticipate buying liver again.

Cooking Western Beef frozen chopped spinach with my rice works, except I've found that frozen chopped spinach has lost its taste. Frozen whole spinach tastes better.

I've been wearing down a Cook's traditional bone-in, Hickory smoked, super trim, butt portion ham and water product, cured with water, dextrose, salt, sodium phosphate, and sodium nitrite, 4.920 lb chunk that I bought on sale at 1.49/lb. They're not kidding about "23% of weight is added ingredients." The ham shrinks when cooked. The package says "ready-to-eat" but also instructs to "heat through" before eating. I've eaten a few pieces without cooking them. The ham tastes okay but I'm not fond of the unpleasant after-feeling from eating the ham, which I don't get from eating pork that I cooked myself. I think I'll stick to buying raw pork from now on. Given that I need to heat the ham anyway, there's no advantage to it.

Pillsbury chocolate fudge brownie mix brownies are okay.

Sour cream is versatile: butter substitute on toast, pasta creamer, brownie topping, cheese substitute for pizza bannock (in a pinch). Cue the grandmotherly voice-over in the Frank's Red Hot radio spot: "I put that beep on everything."

I've eaten a pizza bannock and a bowl of spinach, onion, and egg boiled rice (using the Salton rice cooker and 1 quart mixing bowl, turned out not bad) today, and I'm still hungry. I'm boiling the remainder of the Perciatelli pasta now in the Salton rice cooker (broken into thirds to fit). Update: Pasta with sauce, hot sauce, and sour cream. Yum. That should hold me over for the night.

The Perciatelli pasta looks interesting, like exceptionally thick spaghetti, but it actually has a hollow core. I don't know the purpose of the hollow core or whether it's just a different look.

Roger Ebert (RIP) advocated for rice cooker cooking and I agree. I'm satisfied with my bachelor cookware that co-stars my rice cooker in the ensemble, though I mourn my wounded Sunbeam electric frying pan, which had been the star of the set. With my Sunbeam diminished and maybe dying, I may shift the load and broaden my range of cooking with the Salton, which I've used to cook rice, pasta, soup, and boil my bone broth.

A dumpling skin recipe.

Bachelor stew with the canned salmon and pasta sauce turns into bachelor salmon sauce. Not bad, but not really bachelor stew.

Young husband records his cute crying wife. He stopped updating their web presence in 2010. I wonder whether he stopped because she changed on him like Kate changed on Jon. Update: I don't know whether she changed on him, but the husband has continued his web presence.

Slick.

Claire Abbott apparently is the new Angie Varona. Just remember, young lady, with great power comes great responsibility.

Rollo linked to an interesting collection of photos showing porn actresses before and after their stage make-up is applied. The popularity of tattoos among young women saddens me. It's not attractive and interferes with their natural beauty. I disagree with Rollo's harsh downgrade of Zarena sans make-up. Rilee's appearance changed more for the worse.

Women can transform their appearance and demeanor to a degree that's beyond most men who aren't actors or con artists. Men change like driving a manual shift, while women change like driving an automatic. The unreliability of judging girls' actual looks through the illusion of make-up reminded me of a recent post by Emma observing that, contrary to the worldview espoused by PUAs, most men assign high value to traits in women besides looks. I agree with that. Looks matter, but compatibility and good-womanly traits matter just as much or more. Victor Pride of Bold and Determined touched on the subject of a girl's appearance and demeanor in his post How to Meet Shy Girls. (More here.) If her looks are good enough, that's good enough if she brings other valuable qualities to the table. Besides, I like girls who can dress down and relaxed and dress sharp and made up as the occasion calls for it.

Emma also talks about faking normalcy for the sake of others. There's what I desire from the world and there's what I want to give to the world. As an INFP, my approach has been to harmonize both sides of the equation with my inner self. I can give or push to the world on my terms. But self-centered integrity is not a realistic way to draw or pull what I desire from the world. To pull what I want from the world, I need to be better at faking normalcy and communicating on other people's wavelengths. How does the other person sense and process me? What does the other person want? What makes the other person happy? What cues are the keys that will unlock the reactions I want? How should I present myself and what image should I portray for the other person's sake rather than my sake? One answer.

British mom who loves her husband resents having had children but was a dutiful, conscientious mom nonetheless. Just not a loving mom. I have some suspicion that she is a loving mom and her over-the-top essay is a covert attempt to comfort her daughter who has been bed-ridden with MS and under her mom's full-time care since age 23 and is now 31. In other words, it's unlikely at this point her daughter will have her own children. The essay may be mom's heavy-handed way of trying to reassure her daughter that the alternative to becoming a mom is okay, too.

Judgybitch on Husband ≠ Friend.

I like this blog. Happycrow is red pill, but not an ideologue. I believe that's the right approach. The red pill is not a religion that one joins reciting a fixed catechism. It's about the truth, less universal Truth than emotionally and critically filtered, custom-fitted personal truth.

An interesting discussion deconstructing the popular cultural concept of romantic love. I think the commenters go too far in their attempt to discredit romantic love by revealing it as a deliberately manipulative social construct. They're like radical feminists in that regard. There is some pushback within the comment thread. I believe romantic love is real, and I want it, though I agree with the cynics that the popular cultural concept of romantic love has been harmfully misleading.

Liz asks for advice from men on raising a son from middle school through high school.

The questions are who am I, love, what do I do, in that order, albeit with some shifting and combining. I don't feel that I can answer the 3rd question until I've answered the 1st two.

For some, the red pill is rational and logically reasoned. For others, the red pill is koanic and intuitive.

Mastery learning goal orientation and growth mindset.

Eric

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Sunday, February 17, 2013

My basic leadership principles

I learned these leadership principles as a soldier:
  • Do my job and my duty.
  • Take ownership.
  • Accomplish the mission.
  • Improve my craft (technical and tactical proficiency).
  • Set (define and exemplify) the standard for my soldiers.
  • As a baseline, work at least as hard in my lane as my hardest working soldier.
  • Recognize when to micromanage, when to pitch in, and when to get out of the way.
  • Know my soldiers.
  • Take care of my soldiers.
  • Create leaders from my soldiers.
  • Peer leadership.
  • Active followership.
  • Respect the enemy.
I carried over those principles and added these leadership principles as a student activist:
  • A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step, and the beginning steps are no less than creation.
  • Inspire with Vision.
  • Do.
  • Seize opportunities with aggression and intelligence, for I understand opportunities multiply as they are seized.
  • Learn the parameters of the operating environment and its players, and continually update my intelligence.
  • Defining the problem frames the solution.
  • Strategize and outline a framework to be filled in. Start with the goals, then work backwards from there.
  • Be imaginative and think big, even if we can only act small for now.
  • Identify the group's organic needs and the mission's needs. They are related but not the same.
  • Know my own strengths and weaknesses to fulfill the needs.
  • Seek out teammates and resources to fulfill the needs.
  • Communicate and foster a culture of communication.
  • Articulate the 'why', not just the 'how' and 'what'.
  • Knowledge is power and actionable information is lifeblood.
  • Extroverted outreach and public engagement and a highly visible public profile change the social operating environment and create beacons to attract support, opportunities, and like-minded people.
  • In weighing risk versus reward, I give more weight to why do than why don't do.
  • Uncertainty is normal.
  • A risk-averse, zero-defect mentality that seeks certainty is a self-restricting handicap that's not necessary.
  • Push the envelope.
  • At the same time, prepare to mitigate risks and recover.
  • Account for unintended consequences as best I can in my risk analysis.
  • Failures, mistakes, and defeats - if processed tactically - advance the learning curve for victory.
  • OODA and learn.
  • Have a future-time orientation and think ahead to the medium term, long term, and horizon, though horizon plans are inherently fragile.
  • Cost permitting, act to set up future maneuvers even when the near-term benefit is obscure and the future maneuver is only a tenuous possibility.
  • Anticipate and plan ahead.
  • Put out as many fires as I can before they start, because I'll have my hands full with the fires that inevitably flare up.
  • A good enough solution delivered on time is better than an imaginary perfect solution.
  • Do the best I can with what I have to work with.
  • Logistics and cost/benefit analysis.
  • Be creative.
  • Improvise to stretch resources.
  • Where appropriate, design a group action to serve multiple purposes.
  • Don't reinvent the wheel if I don't have to; observe what other groups do effectively and tailor it to our mission.
  • When inventing the wheel is necessary, innovate.
  • Strengthen the organizational base for longevity and growth.
  • Every group action, in addition to its near-term benefit, should produce building blocks for the group and/or the mission.
  • Timely event follow-up is important to invest the production from the event.
  • Productive publicity from an event is more important than a well-attended event.
  • Design photogenic events and take high-quality pictures.
  • Grow the brand and guard the group's public identity.
  • Control the narrative.
  • Constantly network.
  • Gather good people.
  • A good team, well led, in the right structure is greater than the sum of its parts.
  • Group intelligence and capabilities should multiply when combined.
  • Know my teammates and position them to be their most productive.
  • Balance leading from the front with facilitating teammates and accept that facilitating them means equal-or-more personal effort with less personal credit.
  • Give credit where credit is due.
  • Mold a team of aggressive, smart leaders who initiate, take ownership of the mission, and do.
  • Prepare the group to continue mission without me.
  • As best I can, staff my team with people I trust, but also recognize people I don't trust who could be useful.
  • Protect myself and the group from the people I don't trust but use for the mission.
  • Identify the people who play reindeer games and do not help the mission. They are cancers. Do not tolerate them. Neutralize them as soon as possible.
  • If a mission-essential subordinate is doing a bad job, I can try to rehabilitate him, but I will fire him if the problem persists.
  • Organizational structure is a practical constant, so make it as ergonomic as possible.
  • Bureaucracy obstructs when done wrong and facilitates when done right.
  • Be meticulous with the details of management, records, and organization.
  • Set out criteria and goals.
  • At the same time, adapt and be flexible; change and surprise are normal.
  • When shit happens, make it an opportunity.
  • Acting for the good of the group or mission may entail a decision that clashes with a personal belief.
  • Activists seek controlled destruction as a necessary stage of creation.
  • Activist passion is rocket fuel for the mission because it's explosive, so handle with care.
  • When activist destruction succeeds, make sure to follow up with activist creation.
  • Disappointment with the return on investment and frustration are normal.
  • Near-term success does not guarantee long-term success, and the same goes for failure.
  • The disposition of a leadership decision (gamble) may only manifest years later.
  • The most important leadership principle was my answer to 'What are you prepared to do?'.*
*Answer: What was needed, and it was exhausting. Jim Malone's "blood oath" with Elliot Ness in the pew was basically my negotiation with Oscar when he recruited me to be his vice president.

Excerpt from Leaders and Lanes about what I learned about leadership from my high school bowling team:
I learned that leadership comes from within and that a good leader does not set out to win popularity contests. Charm and charisma help, but they are not the main traits required of effective leadership. A leader must be tough, smart and reliable. The job comes first. Friendships come second. Popularity is not a concern. The path of leadership begins with a vision that is followed by sacrifice, endless work, anxiety, and loneliness. Leaders must be responsibility embodied; excuses are reserved for politicians and critics. After high school, the Army tried to teach me about prioritizing "the mission and my men" ahead of myself. It wasn't necessary--I had learned the lesson on the bowling team years earlier.

Our best and worst leaders are revealed in times of adversity, when there are no easy answers and leaders are forced to rely on themselves. That's why our most beloved presidents are associated with our nation's wars. For the same reason, bowling teams are an ideal training ground for leadership. High school bowling differs from football, basketball, baseball, and other sports, which are granted automatic respect. Even winning high school bowling teams are usually stigmatized. A bowling captain must work against the status quo, peer judgment and, most of all, his own insecurities and those of his teammates to shape his bowlers into a proud team.

A good leader sees the dormant possibilities in his surroundings, a skill that I learned as a high school bowler. At first, I accepted the popular image of the bowling team as shameful--until we defeated a highly ranked opponent in the playoffs. I realized then how special the team could be. I saw its hidden potential, and my world changed. From then on, the status quo stopped being the only way and became just one of many options.

During my next three years of high school, I learned some enduring lessons about leadership while I built the bowling team that I envisioned. To my surprise, few of my teammates were as motivated as I was to build the team. I had hoped to share the work equally with them, but I was forced to separate myself from my friends to become the team leader. For the first time in my life, I challenged authority, in the form of my coach, because he was not making the changes I knew were necessary. From the same coach, I learned that hard work and good decisions are not always recognized, and that initiative must be its own reward. . . . The bowling team taught me that a good leader is the difference between success and failure; . . . I have learned that even among the best and brightest, leadership is a rare, valuable and an absolutely necessary trait. I firmly believe now that in everything--this world, this life--good leaders make all the difference.
Eric

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Thursday, February 07, 2013

From Defeat to Victory

I posted this quote from Rick Atkinson (An Army at Dawn - The War in North Africa 1942-1943, p 377) on November 18, 2010:
Having participated in several catastrophic defeats himself, [British General Harold Alexander] should have recognized that defeat sometimes carried annealing and even salutory properties. A great sorting out was under way: the competent from the incompetent, the courageous from the fearful, the lucky from the unlucky. It would happen faster in the American Army than it had in the British.
Mad Minerva's recent post Quote of the Day: Limitations also expressed the belief that failures and mistakes teach:
But I've never seen the Icarus story as a lesson about the limitations of humans. I see it as a lesson about the limitations of wax as an adhesive.
Last night, I watched a BBC documentary, The Somme From Defeat to Victory, with the same theme that failure is a building block for success.

In British popular culture, the unexpected massive losses on the 1st day of the Battle of the Somme are an enduring testament to the futility of war, the danger of nationalistic jingoism, and the crash of Victorian idealism. However, ending the narrative of the battle with the shocking setbacks of the 1st day overlooks the developmental lessons of the whole battle. The BBC documentary explains that the hastily reconstructed and enlarged British army suffered higher losses than necessary because of the beginner's shortcomings with which they began the contest with the experienced German army. In contrast, the experienced French army fared much better on the 1st day of the battle under the same conditions. In fact, even in the midst of the early disaster, the British army achieved breakthroughs that could have become turning points in the battle had they been expeditiously exploited. As the Battle of the Somme ground on and the British grew experienced, they developed new tactics, techniques, and procedures, eventually defeated the Germans, and accomplished their objective of relieving the German pressure on the French at Verdun. The Battle of the Somme only started with catastrophic failure. Contrary to the popular lesson, the battle was not futile. The British finished the battle victorious with a mature army that eventually helped defeat Germany.

In World War Two, the North Africa campaign served the same developmental function for the newly constructed American Army. It began as a disaster for the Americans. The German desert army led by legendary Field Marshal Rommel routed the inexperienced US forces. But the early catastrophe in North Africa was instrumental in the Americans learning to win in the desert and then in Europe.

The same learning curve played out with the American-led peace operations in post-war Iraq. Our beginner's incompetency at post-war occupation was exploited by the enemy. Despite histrionic calls to surrender Iraq to the insurgents, we stayed and improved, culminating in the counterinsurgency "Surge" led by General Petraeus that turned the tide.

Starting in 2001, Columbia students, alumni, and faculty challenged the University's 30-year effective ban of ROTC, and in 2005, the Columbia University Senate voted overwhelmingly against ROTC. The birth of the advocacy and gaining the first senate vote were foundational achievements, but the lopsided defeat in that vote was demoralizing. The advocates had to choose their course then. They would have been justified to quit after the defeat, and some did. The remaining Columbia ROTC advocates chose instead to consolidate, embrace their failures, stay smart, aggressive, and opportunistic, and learn to win. In 2011, six short years (short in institutional terms, two generations in student terms) after voting against ROTC, the Columbia University Senate voted overwhelmingly for ROTC.

Most hold forth the moral of the story of Icarus as the inevitable self-destruction that results from hubris. They discourage taking risks that reach beyond one's limitations by warning of the fate suffered by Daedalus's son. Senator Hagel, for example, based his defeatist opposition to the counterinsurgency "Surge" in Iraq on his traumatized memory of the Vietnam War. Hagel believed because his generation failed at something a long time ago in a land far away, it couldn't be accomplished anytime anywhere else, rather than allow that another American generation could engineer a solution.

The better takeaway from the story of Icarus, the Battle of the Somme, the North Africa campaign, Operation Iraqi Freedom, and the Columbia ROTC movement is to encourage adaptation to overcome setbacks. Interrogate limits. Utilize defeats, mistakes, and failures tactically, and respect the learning curve that may be painful and necessary to journey from defeat to victory.



Add: Philosophy professor Eddie Calasanz's TED talk on the importance of placing micro-actions in the context of the big picture and patience because realizing grand visions, eg, building a nation, may require a lifetime. Simon Sinek's TED talk takes the next step from Calasanz's TED talk with an operational philosophy. Sinek advocates leading with Why, How, What, in that order, because people are drawn to the underlying belief first.

Eric

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Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Thoughts of the day

At bigWOWO's post on the Psy controversy, my attempt to correct misconceptions about the Iraq mission in the comments is a depressing reminder that pushing back against the memetic wave of the false narrative on the Iraq mission doesn't make a difference. The pattern is they'll first confidently state the false narrative as truth, become sullen when I introduce my case, and then disengage the discussion to avoid further disturbing their beliefs or they'll circle back to insist on the false narrative. By now, the false narrative, with the damage it has wrought, is hardened and impossible to loosen. Anti-Iraq protestors have too much invested in it. Even in 2003-04, when minds were not yet set about the Iraq mission, I found to my frustration and sadness the same unwillingness to weigh the argument for the Iraq mission against the misinformation tidal wave. They self-select into the echo chamber. Their mindset is adversarial - tribal and competitive - not inquisitorial. The phenomenon speaks to the tribal uniformity theory of political beliefs. They don't want truth; they want their narrative. They don't want peace; they want allegiance.

My failure to make a difference after 9/11 fuels my impulse to turn away from my INFP idealism and go MGTOW. I feel like the boy hero of the fable of the Dutch boy who stuck his finger into a leak in a dike, stayed there faithfully through the cold night, stopped the leak from growing into a destructive flood, thus saving his home. Except my heroic finger didn't slow the leak in the slightest. Instead, the dike has crumbled around my finger while many other large leaks have sprung. The dike is collapsing, the flood is growing, and I wonder what further point there is for me to keep sticking my fingers into holes that are larger than I am.

My leadership in SU4A, MilVets, and CU ROTC advocacy showed I can make a difference when I'm in position with sufficient authority and power to do. However, my failure to influence the course of events after my leadership also showed the very limited effect of talking when not coupled with the power to do. If I can't do and lead others doing, then talking about what should be done is mostly wasted effort. I can set a course when in charge, but I'm not confident my course will be followed when I'm not steering the ship.

Interesting concept: the Cathedral, or academia + education + entertainment + media that work together to form, propagate, and reinforce the dominant set of public beliefs of a democratic society. The government and effective NGOs are not part of the Cathedral per se, but bureaucrats conform and build the social structure based on the dominant set of public beliefs. Mencius Moldbug's Cathedral seems loosely related to the famous The Cathedral and the Bazaar concept.

It is useful to know the different axes of political discourse (h/t Mad Minerva):
My hypothesis is that progressives, conservatives, and libertarians view politics along three different axes. For progressives, the main axis has oppressors at one end and the oppressed at the other. For conservatives, the main axis has civilization at one end and barbarism at the other. For libertarians, the main axis has coercion at one end and free choice at the other.
It's illustrative of the evolution or manipulation of popular political language that the outlook classically assigned to Marxists - "the main axis has oppressors at one end and the oppressed at the other" - is assigned to progressives, instead, while the outlook classically assigned to progressives - "the main axis has civilization at one end and barbarism at the other" - is assigned to conservatives, instead. The axis for conservatives should be order on one end and chaos or anarchy at the other.

For most, risk incentives (fear, loss, failure, suffering, shame, danger, ostracization) are more powerful motivators than reward incentives. For the primitive hindbrain, losing is worse than gaining is better. We most want security, stability, and reliability.

Law professor lectures on the 5th Amendment's "right to remain silent" and not volunteering information to law enforcement authorities.

My brief breakdown on American gun culture: 2nd Amendment, principle of liberty and independence, anti-authority or loss of faith in authority * . . . self-defense and property defense . . . self-reliance, robustness, and resilience, up to survivalists and doomsday preppers . . . rural American life, hunting, pioneer and frontiersman tradition . . . sport, hobby and collectibles. *Loss of faith in authority pervades the 1st 3 groupings.

Chilling horror stories of once-upon-a-time success stories: St Johns Dean Cecilia Chang (who earned her Ed D at Columbia) and Flushing developer Thomas Huang. My god, is that what it takes for someone of Taiwanese descent to make it in New York?

The living ideal combines health, peace of mind, the ascetic life, and the aesthetic life. Self-reliance, robustness, resilience, and independence. Music and dance - active, rather than passive, art of mind and body. Athletics, too, maybe, for health and socializing.

Feedback loop. OODA decision-making loop. Breaking out of a slump. Aware and self-aware, analytical and reflective, fluid and adaptive, self-conscious invention of self. Mining life for building blocks. Developmental, rather than judgemental, learning style - experience is scarring for growth, like building muscle, not win/lose or pass/fail (by what judgemental standard anyway?). Like this admirable blogger who changed her life with a 2012 new year's resolution.

Dating advice from 1923 for women reads like modern dating advice for men, ie, Game. The alternative to Game? One-two, one-two, knock-out.

The socio-sexual hierarchy.

In the same self-help and MGTOW spirit of watching Les Stroud's and Ray Mears's survival shows, I should watch more TED (acronym for Technology, Entertainment, Design) talks on youtube. This appears to be TED's official youtube channel.

Website with useful military technical references that are contemporary with my service, eg, this 2000 11B manual and FM 21-15. The site is likely temporary since the information is for participants of a March 2013 combat simulation.

Bachelor chow classic: About $1.50 worth or about half a 20.8 oz box of ground turkey, $1 28 oz can of crushed and pureed tomatoes, $1 10 oz box of frozen chopped broccoli or whole spinach, roughly 3/4 of a $1 16 oz box of pasta. (Disclaimer: all items bought on sale.) A little season salt, pepper, and hot sauce. Maybe garnish with cheese. I've taken to mixing types of pasta for a little added variety in the texture. The canned crushed and pureed tomatoes are too thin to work on their own as pasta sauce; it tastes like unflavored pasta with a thin watery tomato-flavored garnish. The crushed and pureed tomatoes work fine in a meat sauce, though. The dish cooks up easily and relatively quickly: brown the meat, cook the pasta, add the tomatoes and broccoli to the meat, add the cooked pasta and extra liquid for the pasta to soak up, simmer, and done. It looks like a large long-lasting heap in the electric skillet, but it's easy-eating comfort food that disappears fast with 2nds and 3rds.

More bachelor eating tips: Tip 1: Tostitos dip 15 oz glass jars make fine drinking glasses due to their size, shape, and wide mouth. They hold hot drinks, too. (Caveat: While I microwaved broth in the jar without an apparent problem, instructions on the jar say dip should be microwaved in a separate container.) Tip 2: Boil the leftover bones from a meaty meal and add salt for a tasty broth. It may help to crack the bones, especially uncut bird bones, before boiling them. Tip 3: Used cooking oil may taste stale rather than infused with the flavors of past tasty meals. Tip 4: Vegetable (soybean) oil smells bad and hardens into a solid like hard rubber that is difficult to remove and smells gross when reheated. Tip 5: The Nesco 6 quart roaster oven, because the heat comes from the sides, is a poor choice for cooking that's best done with direct heat, like heating soup, scrambling eggs, or popping corn. Tip 6: Using the lid on the Sunbeam electric frying pan makes it an effective oven.

Bachelor cookware (1 quart = 4 cups = 32 oz): Set of 1/2/3-quart nested Farberware Classic stainless steel mixing bowls, 9 cup Sunbeam electric frying pan, 5 cup Salton rice cooker, 6 quart Nesco roaster oven, Toastmaster basic burner, T Fal square griddle pan, Maverick Henrietta Hen egg cooker, George Foreman grill, Regal 5 cup poly hot pot, Proctor Silex toaster oven, Sharp Carousel microwave oven.

The right-end nail of my improvised poncho curtain fell out while I was trying to tighten the taut-line hitch on the curtain's ridge line. There are now 2 enlarged holes on the right end that can no longer hold a nail, at least nails of the diameter I'm using. The other 3 nails (left end and 2 weight-bearing nails, although the right-center weight-bearing nail is now the right-end nail) are still holding, but the 2 current end nails are bent and may pull out like the failed right-end nail if I attempt any more adjustments that are less than gentle. In retrospect, a tug-and-tie-off trucker's hitch would have been the smarter knot given the awkwardness of adjusting a taut-line hitch at that angle, but the same thing could have happened if I tried to fix the sag in the ridge line with a trucker's hitch. I later discovered after my best effort to tighten a line using the same accessory cord on 2 door hinges that the line sags when significant weight is hung from it; I believe the ridge line sags under weight because the accessory cord is stretchy, not because it's loose. Oh well, sorry, nail. Why nails don't work above my window: There's a weight-bearing concrete or possibly metal lintel above my window that requires a special drill and inset pieces. Hammered nails only go in about a 1/4 inch. Thicker nails than I'm using might be strong enough to hold up a poncho, though. There may also be adhesive hooks I can use instead.

The NFL Films bells song, Power and Glory: A New Game by Tom Hedden. I've wanted the NFL bells song for a while. Bonus: The NFL Films opening song The Power and Glory: Classic Battle by Sam Spence.

Eric

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Thursday, August 30, 2012

Thoughts of the day

Frederick Douglass on the importance of military service for black American citizenship: "Once let the black man get upon his person the brass letter, U.S., let him get an eagle on his button, and a musket on his shoulder and bullets in his pocket, there is no power on earth that can deny that he has earned the right to citizenship." This is why, even with the Harry Lew and Danny Chen controversies, I advocate for Asian Americans to serve.

Battle of Gettysburg heroes: Once a soldier, always a soldier - 70-year-old War of 1812 veteran and resident Gettysburg curmudgeon John Burns voluntarily took up his musket and fought in the battle; General John Reynolds, the most respected general on the Union side, died early in the battle but not before making a crucial decision to hold the road system around Gettysburg, which was critical for the movement of Union troops during the battle. How might the nation's history, not only the subsequent course of the war, have been changed had Reynolds lived? Reynolds had the makings of a leader for the ages who might have taken Ulysses Grant's place in American history and done a better job of it.

The Library of Congress has a Veterans History Project. Can a version of the project be applied to Columbia's veterans? Not just war experience, but all military experience by Columbians. Extend to provide a broader (pre- and post-military) context for CU veterans so the CU military experiencee becomes an American and Columbian life experience. Why we served as well as what we did. Editorial commentary in hindsight that encourages revisiting the experience as CU vets age, to eventually record full life cycles of the CU veteran experience. Perhaps work with Columbia libraries, with alumni and student veteran groups, perhaps in conjunction with the Columbia War Memorial project. The CU military history project can clarify and broadcast the common and essential spiritual/cultural ties for generations of the Columbia military tribe/fraternity. The project can be a way to activate and develop an outreach and organizing system for student and alumni CU vets. It can provide a backdrop for CU ROTC and paint a rich brand for the CU military community.

Interesting fact: Free blacks lived, worked, and prospered in the antebellum (pre-Civil War) South. Some were even slave owners, albeit the slaves may have been family members of the black slave owner.

I'm a big fan of 2008's The Dark Knight because it appealed to my ethical and political sensibilities (. . . the mish-mash 2012 3rd movie in the Nolan Batman trilogy, Dark Knight Rises, not so much). Blogger Josh Xiong, a fellow neocon, reacted strongly to Dark Knight the same way I did, but articulated the movie's political implications better than I did. Excerpt:
Batman the Vigilante:

One of the main accusations hurled at the neocon vision of American power is that it is unrestrained and unruly. America under Bush has been characterized as a lone gunman, a cowboy outlaw taking arrogantly taking matters into its own hands. Certainly this has been the supposed case with the war in Iraq, which did not attain UN Security Council clearance and was in violation fo resolution 1444. For neocons, this was necessary, even if unfortunate. Neocons do not privilege international law (as dictated by UN governance bodies) over the assumed universally natural rights of all human beings. While they prefer to work multilaterally, they do not assume UN legal processes are sacred rites that legitimize any act. Moreover, in a world that is absent a “leviathan”, a world where the UN is unable and often unwilling to enforce its dictates due to politicization, the need for a lone, principled cowboy becomes evident. This is a dangerous proposition to make, and it comes with the caveat that the cowboy himself must not betray his own principles. But unfortunately, this is the world we live in, and any desire to achieve a better, more principled world requires that we break agreed-upon norms sometimes.

Batman is first and foremost a vigilante, which is by definition an outlaw. He exists and acts forever in violation of the agreed upon rules of society. But he realizes that innocent human lives must not submit to technicalities and bureaucratic processes that let criminals walk. Such a reality is unjust, even if it is indeed legal. In Batman’s world, the body that is supposed govern over all others is inept and corrupt. Its own police force is laden with spies from the underworld. Large enterprises are either owned by crime families or are complicit in their perpetuity. Gotham’s political leaders and law enforcers, like the UN, are either unable or unwilling to act in the name of justice. Batman, like the lone American cowboy, may be illegal, but his existence is derivative of a society that is so weak and degenerate it needs a vigilante save to it.

Neocons would argue that in a world where everyone is willing to act in accordance to liberal values - where governments do not commit genocide on their own people or murder dissidents en masse - international legality, even if it is imperfect, can exist and govern over us all. Liberal democracies can submit to international rulings out of cooperation and acknowledged mutual interest in perpetuating a rules-based society for the goods of peace, prosperity, and harmony it brings. Batman would argue that in a Gotham where the police can be trusted and the politicians possess courage, he can willingly submit to the rule of law. But neither neocons nor Batman live in the fantasies they wish were reality.
Smart cartoons, episodes on-line: South Park, Beavis and Butthead. The latest season of Futurama has exhibited markedly more nuanced sophisticated writing.

Two from the alt-right: VDH analogizes present-day California, where he is a lifelong resident, to the Road Warrior movie, Heather MacDonald on the racism (or common sense) of school discipline.

Pimp guidance: Rule's 2 Da game of Hoez!!!

The screw turns tighter: Atlantic writer Hanna Rosin confirms, indeed celebrates that, upwardly mobile college-educated American women are co-conspirators of the dominant hook-up culture in which playas win and nice guys lose the game. The piece also shows the cognitive dissonance of the feminist movement claiming economic disadvantage when women are outpacing men in the workplace and decrying the hook-up culture that women are defining.

Tighter: I watched the 2nd half of (500) Days of Summer, a relatively honest rom-com that evoked my traumatic Judy experience with a "quasi-but-not-really-relationship" in which the protagonist (Tom) commits his heart to a beautiful woman (Summer) who leads him on with mixed signals of intimacy, then devastates him when she drops him easily from her life. (I'd like to find the full this.) After the movie, I did some impulsive google surfing and discovered that her husband is a wealthy scion who works for the family business. In a superficial appraisal upon 1st discovery, I wondered what it was that he had to win her so soon after she thoroughly rejected me. Hell, he's even younger than her. I thought maybe he had tight game or they had an exceptional amount in common (ethnic identity, social style, religion). That all could be, but he's also rich. Well now, how practical of her. Fundamental truths apply another gut-blow to my bleeding 'beta' soul. I wish I had known when I was a teenager that my cherished self-defining romantic ideals are poisonous cliches - pretty lies.

Tighter still: 23-year-old Jenny An rationalizes her "self-racism" in choosing to date white men over Asian men. Part 2.

More. Where does "no spark" fall in?

Tigerhawk explains how the 'fixed costs' of regulation disproportionately affect small businesses compared to large businesses, thus why large businesses support more regulation to choke off rising competitors. In a related topic, Half Sigma calls for raising taxes on value transference activities, not value creation activities. Tigerhawk's suggestions for jobs stimulation.

I'm featured in Class of 2012 Standouts in Fostering a Stronger Public Interest Community.

Belmont Club dips into a rumination that has frozen me since I graduated, related to the sexual and economic politics referred to above: Is this the America I'm contemplating risking myself to fight for? I seek to give myself over to a worthy cause and I most admire America's champions who have selflessly fought - been injured or died - for a liberal world order since 9/11; however, I am troubled by the current economic, social-cultural, and political condition of America. I anticipated the country would fall into a crisis of identity and direction after 9/11; I tried to form Students United for America at Columbia (as one of the nation's preeminent cognitive centers) to help us deal with the crisis, but SU4A didn't survive long enough to meet the crisis when it blossomed. During this uncertain "crisis of legitimacy in the United States", what would I be giving myself to? I understand why some men choose poolside or MGTOW over dutiful citizenship. In light of my recent visit to Gettysburg, I envy the good American men on both sides of the Civil War who selflessly gave themselves to their cause, sure of the worthiness of their respective American nations for their sacrifice. But . . . but there is a distinct class of heroism reserved for those who commit and fight through a demoralizing state of uncertainty - the soldier who continues to fight in winter versus the sunshine soldier and summer patriot.

An essential question about commitment, clarity, and the Why We Fight: If Western progressivism has been conclusively discredited for its forceful displacement of native cultures like the American Indian tribes, then what is the ethical difference, after removing the Lebensraum aspect of autarkic Western expansion, between that and championing a liberal world order today in a 'clash of civilizations' against autocratic Middle Eastern regimes like Syria, Iran, Saddam's Iraq, or the Taliban in Afghanistan and their fellow travelers like al Qaeda? Are we allowed to be progressive if we cannot, by self-imposed rule, classify our competitors as regressive? What effect if we restrict our engagement at the same time our competitors are totally committed to establishing a world or just regional order that is incompatible with and opposed to our preferred liberal world order? I believe we need to restore our chauvinistic commitment to the American progressivism that shaped much of the 19th and 20th centuries.

For Why They Fight, read Syed Qutb's Milestones. Another link.

A well-meaning incompetent's slippery slope:



Ms Giminez reported that she worked on the painting in the open, other parishioners saw her doing it, and no one acted to stop her. If true, and it likely is true, it's an indictment of the psychology of the public, herd, and the mob. It's not just for reporting suspicions of terrorism: If you see something, say something. I'll add, do something.

A memorial TV theme song from my youth: 1990's Twin Peaks. One of these days, I'll do a 'babe of the day' post with the gorgeous actresses David Lynch featured on Twin Peaks.

The Dr Quinn Medicine Woman theme song reminds me a lot of the Band of Brothers theme song.

BestGore.com looks like a successor to the now-defunct Ogrish.com.

It's hard to get worked up over the Harvard cheating scandal given that the service academies, which have prominently emphasized severe honor codes, have had major cheating scandals. It's also not clear the Harvard kids cheated so much as pushed the limit on blurry lines.

Eric

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